May 6,2006Sometimes

Sometimes...there is something in your heart.
When you can't even breath.
Sometimes people see their self that much bad luck even they want to die.
Last week that I passed was one of those weeks for me.
It was raining when I walked in the yard.
Under rain,
Alone.
I was thinking that why I should be like this?
It was my first time that I felt like that.
I didn't pay attention in the class.
But
This time is the last time that I let that bad energy come to me and bother me.
It was the last time.
I want to start again.
A new week much different than my last week.
With a new see.
With a new feeling.
And there is nothing more powerful than my decision.
I'm going to prove
When I'm saying "I want to enjoy".
I can.
I need a new breath.
You breath as well.
Right now for a new week.
For a new mind and a new feeling.
See beautiful