Just feel it ! Sept 15,2006

Unbelievable, this week passed as fast as other weeks in my life. As I get older getting faster and faster

After one week school started I decided to change all of my courses which I took, and I made it

I could not understand anything in chemistry class when I got into it the first day

I felt so bad

It was for the first time I was sitting in Chemistry (12) class without passing any grade 11 Chemistry

As he was explaining more I was understanding how behind I am

Class passed that day, I still had a kind of hope inside

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In English class after a big jump from ELDC to ESLE (4 levels)  that being behind and missing two weeks of that class

I still had a kind of hope inside though

Today, I was the only who got the perfect mark in computer class

I was the only who was done with lab report in Chemistry class

When the English teacher was giving back the marks of an assignment, she stopped for few minutes, my heart was a kind of shocked that I could feel it in my whole body. Now what she is going to say ? I was thinking now she is going to tell me you have to change you class

She turned and said "by the way the highest mark is 85%"

I could not imagine what is going on. I just leaned on the desk and I was thinking

Krishna I'm happy you didn't sleep two days, keep going you can handle it and don't give up

You! if you didn't start yet, just go ahead

I'm pretty sure it would not be harder than what I did with my Chemistry class with missing one year of grade 11 and forgetting everything

With a new language and different system

Keep going, feel you can