A different road July 18,2006

I was seeing trees of a park, still sun was there in the sky

I went to the park to drink some water

When I was drinking water I smelled somebody's cigarette

I went to sit somewhere on a bench close enough to that bad woman to watch her

She brought something out from her box and put in her cigarette

I saw the black smoke which went to sky side

She closed her eyes such she was slept in 5 minutes

I didn't want to see her any more, I got off and I went to wash my face

I continued the road in the park, I saw a boy who looked like who died

Again, I sat on a bench

I looked at his face which looked about 25years old

But he got off from the bench when he saw a group coming to him such a man who has 70 years old

When those people gave hand to each other I could understand those group are bad guys who selling drugs

The group showed to the boy a box and he tried to get that but he couldn't

He tried to catch money from his pocket

The group got the money and threw the box to his side

The group laughed and left

The boy opened the box and made the thing in the boy to a half and ate it

After a while the boy got off form the bench and stand for a moment and yelled, I understood the group gave him fake drug

Then he started to vomit and he fell on the ground

I stood, turned my face and I walked to be cruel for my first time

To ignore some who I don't want to see anymore

I was crying, I turned my face to see him for last time

There was a long time to get to street

Darkness which I had to pass to get to street

I was so scared, walking very fast

I could hear the voice of my heart

I was thinking about I shouldn't think about this issue anymore

I felt close to street and more relaxed

I knew this road was a different road

A road which I cant choose for my life

When I got to street with looking at the lights

I cried this is the road which is mine